Where Did My Guts Go?

I only watch America’s Next Top Model for one episode. The make-over episode! I like it when the stylists decide what colour and what style to do the girls’ hair. I always wish I get someone telling me what colour and style instead of having to rack my brain and magazines to find out. So I do not get it when the girls sob over shorter hair, after all, hair can grow! I mean its a different story if you are balding.

I’ve had short straight hair for the longest time I can remember its now time for a change. I think I snapped my hair sometime in July 2010. Shorter in November/early December 2010 and the most recent time I don’t recall when was it…. Its been a year and a half now its time for a change. I’ve been thinking long and hard about going back to my perm. I needed to do something because I have been missing my long hair of those good old days lately. It would be a while before I can go back to that, maybe on my 27th Birthday if I do not die “when the world ends in 2012″.

I’ve shown a lot of my friends (and my mom too) these looks. They promised not to laugh. How promising? Only a one-year-old friend told me to give it a shot. I used to be able to do anything without being afraid of judgements. Now I am bothered. What is happening to me? Are these signs of aging?

I’m going to do it.. Now help me decide which?